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obsessing, regressing for days
sitting on the edge of my seat - attention wanders
notions pondered
I watch the earth move the sky
and I remain motionless
I try to respond when my name is called
but I no longer relate who I am to me
and so, again, I am silent
obsessing, regressing for days
lackluster repetition dulls my mind
yet sharpens my senses as the horror, revulsion -
reviled -
seeks me in sleep
asphyxiated resolve and determination
that vulnerability belies...
I watch leaves fall and winds blow
and I feel none of it
hiding away under layers of
wool and flannel, cotton and polyester
holding together a material existence
(threaded and woven with puce and burnished red
the hues of knitted wounds and scars -
vibrant in the most horrid way)
breathing only filtered air
sheltered where
only in dreams I can touch the night
...because in real life,
everything
can't be real.
sitting on the edge of my seat - attention wanders
notions pondered
I watch the earth move the sky
and I remain motionless
I try to respond when my name is called
but I no longer relate who I am to me
and so, again, I am silent
obsessing, regressing for days
lackluster repetition dulls my mind
yet sharpens my senses as the horror, revulsion -
reviled -
seeks me in sleep
asphyxiated resolve and determination
that vulnerability belies...
I watch leaves fall and winds blow
and I feel none of it
hiding away under layers of
wool and flannel, cotton and polyester
holding together a material existence
(threaded and woven with puce and burnished red
the hues of knitted wounds and scars -
vibrant in the most horrid way)
breathing only filtered air
sheltered where
only in dreams I can touch the night
...because in real life,
everything
can't be real.
Literature
One for Dad
I was back in the house where I could feel the melancholy
of the lonesome, crowded west.
The same house but all the memories seemed so far away.
The smell of fresh paint hung heavy in the air,
and the walls I had once scratched and dented were bare.
A film of neglect clung to the books he never let me touch,
“Always end up damaged.” he’d say.
Not realising that love changes things,
makes friendships stronger, give things sentiment.
Those worn covers and creased pages,
not a sign of carelessness but a sign of greatest care.
There were the bottles of wisdom placed in the cellar,
full of learning, but paling to the lesso
Literature
Father
She must have been
beautiful
sugar sweet
perfect
as you dressed her in innocence.
I'm sure her hair smelled of better times
and her eyes tugged at your conscience
and promised worlds
that made yours seem tragically thin.
And you were ...
weak
Now tell me, (father)
what broke your heart?
To find out you were the perfect liar?
Or to speak that ugly truth
that smashed everything
to blood-drawing shards of memories?
Because I don't need
your second-hand love
anymore.
I know, one day
you will contemplate gravity's fragilty
and fall into the sky
while we lie sleepless through nights gone hollow
with a bullet for the pain
an
Literature
For My Father
my eyes red with tears I thought I'd no longer cry,
I see someone feel how I felt when you died,
it feels like forever since you were taken away,
and forever's what I'd give for just one more day
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you should make a paradigm shift, what ever is inside you is real, not the outside quantum soup is the real life